Today is my #4’s 18th Birthday! We celebrated by getting braces. $$$… Yay me!
The day started great, nice and early. I decided to add more miles regardless of what my training app says, so I just ran until it felt right to stop. Today that was for about an hour and five minutes. I covered about 4.72 miles at a pretty good pace
Sometimes I feel like I’m going to loose it. Like I am going to finally do it, loose my mind and just go crazy. I have joked in the past that I’m waiting to schedule a nervous breakdown, but just haven’t found the time with kids and work etc… Maybe not so much a joke, but a cry for help??
I have a counselor that I started weekly sessions with since leaving my abusive ex-husband, and she is helping me. I think though, this is the part about therapy where they say “It will get worse before it gets better”. Boy is it getting worse, at least inside my mind.
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